One more post ...(inglish)

... Spent so much time away I'm here again to post something that I will when I'm inspired.
Even thought, making a video of pictures ... more memories of a time he lived with but it gives a little work and patience is needed which is what I have. : P epah ... I'm going to talk today but only a little of what has changed in my life.

In my life have good things and bad things. But to dispatch the bad and talk only of them can say today that this year has not yet come to an end but lacks a few months there were many more problems.
I did not go for a course that I enrolled in the Job Centre in Loulé ... a professional course receptionist. Worst of all this was going to Leiria my sister makes me homesick because we do not start giving us better before they go but because she has not got here to yell at me all day, take her out and talk about certain subjects.

In all this a few days before my sister go to Leiria was sad to learn that Andrew, she has programmed with all the saints for each day ir'mos to Lisbon, he knew she was going to Brazil six painful months. What left me a little down. For it was that phase now been going well ... 'S

Another was that my closest friends had returned to classes that would be bad for me to be alone if I had not gone to Lisbon to unwind this shit head of land where only the elderly and regateiras which comment on life and all the other steps including my life. - '

I just wanted a little peace ... a place where I could have fun, work or in taste for me, having to share a home with someone I like as much or even my friends around. Leave the nest and create wings definitely beyond this hell that is Alte youth who have almost none. And the few that there are some already are making their lives and leave here.

I want to, wanted to improve my life.
Now I want to take this job seriously, earning my own money, I feel good ... for a day later and already in hand a letter to go to school to do the 12 and work out.
My dream job? maybe Lisbon.
In what? A bit of everything in a hotel car park or maybe a casino. Anything other than paint or if you need a lot of math.

To anyone reading this sees this as if they were mere words but to me are words that express my loneliness, my angst, my anger, my experience of everyday life that now only hold inside.
I do not give true smiles, I feel myself a fake, smiling as if life were fair but not always so.
I have to thank the many small moments that sometimes make me leave a little to another room. The division that makes me really smile that smile I know that is true. It is those moments that make me cry of joy and comfort. Moments that need not be photographed to be reminded enough just to dream with them.

Important people who thank you for all who have done excellent in my life and make me smile sometimes since I know them:
-Father, Mother, sisters, brothers, cousins and cousins.

Friends: David, Fabio, Jonathan, James (Azores) PedroAzevedo, Thomas (annoying as it sometimes may be, or even child he supports me when I'm in times of trouble), Jose Mariz, Marc Cunha, Filipe Silva, Rui, Marcelo, Ze (Albufeira), Rory, Alex, Miguel, Mark, Philip Morgan, ... (if you think that mistakes or shortcomings is that I forgot the names are already so many not realize that I have in the around me.

-Friends: uii ... are also few. Anna, Faye, Nadja, Lucy, Morgan, Patricia Silva, Marina, Andrea (Zukinha), Andreia, Telma, Adriana, Sara, Mafalda Grace Formosinho Daniela, Daniela Ferreira, Joana Sword ... faults thou? tell me please.

It is these people and then some. But these are the main ones.*.*
Well this goes for what was to be short going long.
I hope people will leave those up to comment because I also hope they know they are recorded and saved on my small but warm heart. :)

A get well and go visit this other me. ;)